esecuri…
E: mergem la o bila inainte sa ma duci acasa?
eu: Da.
ne oprim sa punem benzina si la un momendat cineva se aproprie foarte mult de mine cu masina… ma gandesc : “ia sa vedem ce idiot are chef de glum?!”
A: Ce faceti fratilor?
eu: Ne dam cu sania, tu?
A: Cu barca…
eu: Si prinzi pesti?
A: Ai ceva de masele?
eu: Un cleste, un ciocan?!… am un algocalmin daca vrei….
A: E antibiotic?!
A. nu a fost niciodata renumit pentru inteligenta sau cultura generala sau orice tine de stiut ceva…dar ii place la nebunie sa se contrazica. In timp ce ii dau algocalminul ma intreaba daca are vreo problema daca face si uz de droguri… primele ganduri care imi vin in minte sunt: esti tampit frate?! daca tot bagi in tine tampeniile alea te mai ingrijoreaza o pastila, din punctul tau de vedere nu poate face decat bine, poate iti mareste senzatia…dar ti-e frica pentru ca in ultima vreme ti-ai riscat viata ca un idiot ce esti de mai multe ori…
Ne salutam si plecam fiecare pe strada sa…in timp ce il duc pe E. acasa imi apar alte ganduri…
Il cunosc pe A. de cand eram foarte mici, am copilarit impreuna, cand am venit in Italia era si el aici si am mers la scoala impreuna….am crescut cu el…
Nu se poate spune ca e unul dintre prietenii aia pe care ti-i alegi pentru ca ai ceva in comun cu ei sau tii la ei din anumite motive, parinti nostri au fost prieteni am crescut unul in casa altuia si asta ne-a facut oarecum prieteni “buni” sau “vechi”, prieteni la care tii fara sa vrei….
A. a fost un copil bun avand in vedere parintii complet deplasati, pana la un momentdat cand dot din vina lor s-a pierdut…unica persoana care avea influenta asupra lui l-a dezamagit… Deci ce viitor ai cand nu mai ai nici un Dumnezeu, cand nimeni nu mai e atat de important pentru tine incat sa aiba vreo influenta pozitiva asupra ta?!
Imi aduc aminte ca atunci cand s-a produs ruptura am incercat din rasputeri sa il fac sa inteleaga ca nu trebuie sa-si distruga viitorul…mi-am dat seama inca de la inceput ca nu aveam nici o sansa de convingere, a fost un esec in prietenie….am simtit atunci ca am pierdut pe cineva drag…inca ma intreb uneori daca puteam face mai mult…..daca nu m-am dat batuta prea repede…nu stiu….
cred ca a fost prima oara cand am simtit ca am pierdut pe cineva important (escluzand decesurile familiare)….
acum ne vedem pe strada ne salutam, zambim si plecam in directii opuse…
de atunci cred ca nu am mai permis asa ceva, pretenii cat mai putin si mai stabile, pentru ca ma implic prea mult si apoi ma macin si mai mult daca ceva merge rau…
recent am patit-o din nou oarecum…
i’ve lost a firend…
what a silly thin’….
The Fray – How To Save A Life
Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it’s just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
You begin to wonder why you came
CHORUS:
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you’ve told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you
CHORUS:
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you’ve followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he’ll say he’s just not the same
And you’ll begin to wonder why you came
CHORUS:
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
CHORUS:
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life
How to save a life
CHORUS:
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
CHORUS:
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life
