si sper ca evolutia finala si definitiva (sper eu) va fi undeva intr-un blog numit busilis, ceva mai ingrijit si mai complet…

sper eu

asa ca am hotarat sa-mi unesc blogurile pentru ca mi-e mila de ele….

de cel vechi pentru ca am pus mult din mine in el…si de cel nou pentru ca nu reusesc sa-i acord atentia pe care o merita din cauza legaturii cu trecutul…

chestia cea mai grea este partea tehnica, pentru ca habar nu am de unde sa incep si cum sa fac (as aprecia enorm niste sfaturi ), cred ca o sa incerc pe domeniu privat… dar mai vedem pana atunci.

see you soon

jinere’miu oaia neagra (10/10/2008 22.48.06): socrutza…ai devenit emo?
vaduva neagra (10/10/2008 22.50.56): asa ti se pare?
vaduva neagra (10/10/2008 22.50.58): )
jinere’miu oaia neagra (10/10/2008 22.51.40): schimba poza asta horror…
vaduva neagra (10/10/2008 22.51.52): care horror mai
vaduva neagra (10/10/2008 22.51.58): are si fluturi
vaduva neagra (10/10/2008 22.51.59): )
jinere’miu oaia neagra (10/10/2008 22.52.22): ok…deci faptul ca tu vezi fluturashi…in poza asta…
jinere’miu oaia neagra (10/10/2008 22.52.26): nu e normal
jinere’miu oaia neagra (10/10/2008 22.52.27): ))))
vaduva neagra (10/10/2008 22.52.47): )
vaduva neagra (10/10/2008 22.52.52): ba da mai
vaduva neagra (10/10/2008 22.52.53): pe gura
vaduva neagra (10/10/2008 22.53.01): nu e un fluture ala?
jinere’miu oaia neagra (10/10/2008 22.53.29): da…pe langa faptul ca-i curge ceva negru din ochi…
jinere’miu oaia neagra (10/10/2008 22.53.38): si parca a incercat sa-si taie venele..
jinere’miu oaia neagra (10/10/2008 22.53.41): de mai multe ori….
jinere’miu oaia neagra (10/10/2008 22.53.51): ok…nush tu…dar eu…
jinere’miu oaia neagra (10/10/2008 22.53.52):
jinere’miu oaia neagra (10/10/2008 22.54.07): oi fi eu ginere…dar tot imi fac griji pt soacra-mea
jinere’miu oaia neagra (10/10/2008 22.54.08):
vaduva neagra (10/10/2008 22.54.15): )
vaduva neagra (10/10/2008 22.54.20): mie mi se pare artistica
jinere’miu oaia neagra (10/10/2008 22.55.04): asa o fi zis si autorul…care fac pariu ca s-a aruncat deja de pe pod
jinere’miu oaia neagra (10/10/2008 22.55.05):
jinere’miu oaia neagra (10/10/2008 22.55.20): il chinuia….talentul…….
vaduva neagra (10/10/2008 22.55.28):
vaduva neagra (10/10/2008 22.55.36): daca ai vedea ce poza am pe desck
vaduva neagra (10/10/2008 22.55.37): )
vaduva neagra (10/10/2008 22.55.41): fara c
jinere’miu oaia neagra (10/10/2008 22.56.04): deci…draga mea…
jinere’miu oaia neagra (10/10/2008 22.56.14): or fi baietii cum or fi….
jinere’miu oaia neagra (10/10/2008 22.56.20): da las ca gasesti tu si unu mai bun
jinere’miu oaia neagra (10/10/2008 22.56.21):
vaduva neagra (10/10/2008 22.56.24): )
jinere’miu oaia neagra (10/10/2008 22.56.25): nu merita…
vaduva neagra (10/10/2008 22.56.31): de ucis, sau ce?
jinere’miu oaia neagra (10/10/2008 22.56.44): vezi…despre asta vbeam….
jinere’miu oaia neagra (10/10/2008 22.56.47): nu e normal
jinere’miu oaia neagra (10/10/2008 22.56.47):
vaduva neagra (10/10/2008 22.56.56):
vaduva neagra (10/10/2008 22.56.58): eu nu
jinere’miu oaia neagra (10/10/2008 22.57.00): de iubit draga…
jinere’miu oaia neagra (10/10/2008 22.57.02): nu de omorat
vaduva neagra (10/10/2008 22.57.05): mie mi se pare perfect normal
vaduva neagra (10/10/2008 22.57.10): romeo must die

Avvolte anche una come me si stanca di guidare…in tutti i sensi!

eu: Da.

ne oprim sa punem benzina si la un momendat cineva se aproprie foarte mult de mine cu masina… ma gandesc : “ia sa vedem ce idiot are chef de glum?!”

A: Ce faceti fratilor?

eu: Ne dam cu sania, tu?

A: Cu barca…

eu: Si prinzi pesti?

A: Ai ceva de masele?

eu: Un cleste, un ciocan?!… am un algocalmin daca vrei….

A: E antibiotic?!

A. nu a fost niciodata renumit pentru inteligenta sau cultura generala sau orice tine de stiut ceva…dar ii place la nebunie sa se contrazica. In timp ce ii dau algocalminul ma intreaba daca are vreo problema daca face si uz de droguri… primele ganduri care imi vin in minte sunt: esti tampit frate?! daca tot bagi in tine tampeniile alea te mai ingrijoreaza o pastila, din punctul tau de vedere nu poate face decat bine, poate iti mareste senzatia…dar ti-e  frica pentru ca in ultima vreme ti-ai riscat viata ca un idiot ce esti de mai multe ori…

Ne salutam si plecam fiecare pe strada sa…in timp ce il duc pe E. acasa imi apar alte ganduri…

Il cunosc pe A. de cand eram foarte mici, am copilarit impreuna, cand am venit in Italia era si el aici si am mers la scoala impreuna….am crescut cu el…

Nu se poate spune ca e unul dintre prietenii aia pe care ti-i  alegi pentru ca ai ceva in comun  cu ei sau tii la ei din anumite motive, parinti nostri au fost prieteni am crescut unul in casa altuia si asta ne-a facut oarecum prieteni “buni” sau “vechi”, prieteni la care tii fara sa vrei….

A. a fost un copil bun avand in vedere parintii complet deplasati, pana la un momentdat cand dot din vina lor s-a pierdut…unica persoana care avea influenta asupra lui l-a dezamagit… Deci ce viitor ai cand nu mai ai nici un Dumnezeu, cand nimeni nu mai e atat de important pentru tine incat sa aiba vreo influenta pozitiva asupra ta?!

Imi aduc aminte ca atunci cand s-a produs ruptura am incercat din rasputeri sa il fac sa inteleaga ca nu trebuie sa-si distruga viitorul…mi-am dat seama inca de la inceput ca nu aveam nici o sansa de convingere, a fost un esec in prietenie….am simtit atunci ca am pierdut pe cineva drag…inca ma intreb uneori daca puteam face mai mult…..daca nu m-am dat batuta prea repede…nu stiu….

cred ca a fost prima oara cand am simtit ca am pierdut pe cineva important (escluzand decesurile familiare)….

acum ne vedem pe strada ne salutam, zambim si plecam in directii opuse…

de atunci cred ca nu am mai permis asa ceva, pretenii cat mai putin si mai stabile, pentru ca ma implic prea mult si apoi ma macin si mai mult daca ceva merge rau…

recent am patit-o din nou oarecum…

i’ve lost a firend…

what a  silly thin’….

The Fray – How To Save A Life

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it’s just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
You begin to wonder why you came

CHORUS:
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you’ve told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you

CHORUS:
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you’ve followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he’ll say he’s just not the same
And you’ll begin to wonder why you came

CHORUS:
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

CHORUS:
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life
How to save a life

CHORUS:
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

CHORUS:
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life

Never Miss a Beat

Artist: Kaiser Chiefs
Album: Off with Their Heads

What did you learn today? (I learned nothin’)
What did you do today? (I did nothin’)
What did you learn at school? (I didn’t go)
Why didn’t you go to school? (I don’t know)

It’s cool to know nothin’
It’s cool to know nothin’

Television’s on the blink (there’s nothin’ on it)
I really wanna really big coat (with words on it)
What do you want for tea? (I want crisps)
Why didn’t you join the team? (I just didn’t)

It’s cool to know nothin’
It’s cool to know nothin’

Take a look, take a look, take a look at the
Kids on the street
No they never miss a beat
No they never miss a beat
Never miss a beat
Never miss a beat-beat, beat-beat
Take a look at the kids on the street
No they never miss a beat
No they never miss a beat
Never miss a beat
Never miss a
Never miss a beat
Never miss a beat

Here comes the referee (the light’s flashin’)
Best bit of the day (now that’s livin’)
Why don’t you run away? (are you kiddin’?)
What is the golden rule? (you say nothin’)

It’s cool to know nothin’
It’s cool to know nothin’

Take a look, take a look, take a look at the
Kids on the street
No they never miss a beat
No they never miss a beat
Never miss a beat
Never miss a beat-beat, beat-beat
Take a look at the kids on the street
No they never miss a beat
No they never miss a beat
Never miss a beat
Never miss a
Never miss a beat
Never miss a beat

Take a look, take a look, take a look at the
Kids on the street
No they never miss a beat
No they never miss a beat
Never miss a beat
Never miss a beat-beat, beat-beat
Take a look at the kids on the street
No they never miss a beat
No they never miss a beat
Never miss a beat
Never miss a
Never miss a beat
Never miss a beat